Got an awful biology test score, my first bad one of the semester. I am humbled. I aced the others no problem. What really got to me was that I got the answers right, but many were still marked wrong. But I'm not allowed to ask any questions about the exam - I have to submit it all in writing and she'll consider looking at it again. I guess it's worth it, I'm just really discouraged, because as nice as I try to be to my Professor, she is always so rude and plain mean to me. She picks favorites, and you can tell as she helps me versus someone else - the tone in her voice, the way she reacts, etc. I know life isn't fair, and I should probably just count my losses, but I'm just so taken aback by the way she treats me and how there is nothing I can do about it. Just survive, I guess. Next semester is going to be awful, but I hear the rest of the BIO teachers at VCC are worse. It's going to be a long senior year. I was counting on an A in this class, but with this exam score looks like a B. I don't know how I'm going to get a good GPA this semester, which sucks. I'm disappointed in myself - I feel like I've failed this year. I wish I could do better, but I'm pouring so much time and effort in as is, it feels like I have nothing else to offer.
Meanwhile, my nose started running enough to power a small waterfall, and by the time I got done with classes today, my head ached, my mind was foggy, my nose stuffy and runny at the same time, scratchy throat, coughing, you name it. How awful.
Today is just one of those off days and I really hope it gets better the rest of this week. Laters...
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