Romans 8:38-9 : favorite verse right now.
38 For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
... God is GREAT. I think about it all the time, whether I'm doing the most random things like washing dishes or contemplating the complex depth of life out on a tree in the middle of Lake Santeetlah. People will spend their whole lives trying to find meaning to their lives. People will spend their whole lives with a longing to be loved... - and yet, when it comes to God, you need look no further. God is that meaning to life, God is that love that will NEVER forsake you, NEVER betray you, ALWAYS love you. Where else on this Earth can you find a love like that? It's beautiful &amazing &wonderful &it's something greater than us all.
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Now to the writing shtuff...
Confessions:
1. I'm listening to Eminem as I just wrote that Bible Verse.
2. YES I ACCIDENTALLY POURED THE SALT IN THE SUGAR I'M SORRY.
TBC.
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Memories:
Thinking about all those old memories that hit us at different times of the day. For no reason at all.
Yesterday I was just sitting on a couch in the middle of Kelsey's living room when all these memories sort of just came to me.
Spilling my drinks every time I went to a restaurant when I was little.
(NEVER being able to spell restaurant. Ever. I just use spell check.)
Bringing home my brand new kitten in the glove box of the car.
Blowing bubbles outside the old apartments.
Stopping by the gas station ever other weekend I visited dad and getting blue or pink Gatorade, Recees, and Bubble Tape Gum.
Pouring melted cheese all over ourselves on a random whim.
Kelle and I drooling over Sasuke while watching Naruto on our random Saturday night sleepovers.
Listening to Eminem in the car on the way home from school with dad.
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More Confessions (Or the Extra Stuff):
AKA Some things I'd like to say to people:
- I love you with all of my heart, I'll love you always. You are my gift from God, and I am yours.
- I'll always miss you, even if you don't think I do. Right now I'm just too prideful to say that to your face. Forgive me?
- I see you as a fellow sister, you are my most beloved friend, even if I don't always act like it. Thankyou for being such a true friend and putting up with me through everything.
- I'm sorry it had to end like it did.
- I reject you!
- Thankyou so much for everything.
- We've had our ups and downs. Maybe it wasn't you, but the circumstances... but thankyou for helping me to become who I am.
- Why?
- I don't deserve the faith you have in me.
- I love you so much I can't even begin to describe it. You're my hero, and you've taught me so much. Thankyou for everything. I love you.
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