Sunday, September 27, 2015

Full Heart.

It's been a long day of work, I'm exhausted, and I just have to brag on Kris Mason a little bit.There's nothing I wouldn't do to help Kris, but today he went above and beyond in helping me. Kris helped me get ready for my events this morning, helped me pack my car in the rain and organize balloons, drove me to my first party, helped me in and helped me get unpacked. When he got back to help me pack when my first party was over, he not only helped me back to my car, but he had gotten me barbeque for lunch, donuts from this amazing donut place he'd been wanting me to try, and glucose tabs, in case I got low. He drove me without complaint to my next event. It was still raining, and Kris stopped at a yellow light. We were running a little behind, and I caught myself being upset that he had stopped when he could have gone.
"If it was just me, I would have." He said. "But there's nothing more important to me than making sure you're safe."
And being upset was silly, just like that. How can you ague with that logic?

My next event was very busy, and face after face I painted while it was very hard to get through the line with the darkening skies and the rain. Kris stepped in and even though he only knew how to twist two different types of balloons, he twisted balloons for all of the kids in the line as they waited, and made up designs just off the top of his head - even though he's only ever had 15 minutes of practice here and there at balloons, ever.
I handed him my tip jar at the end of the event, but he passed it back and drove me home.
I couldn't have done it without him.

Guys, I tend to talk about Kris a lot. But I can't help it. He makes it impossible not to. And until meeting him, I've never met a man more wonderful, more one of a kind, more special, than him, I'm a firm believer that no love is the same, but Kris makes me feel as if I only felt half of what love is supposed to be before. He's so kind it brings me to tears sometimes just thinking about it. I've never met someone so genuinely good for me. Someone that makes me realize how much in the past I've only been settling. It's so genuinely wonderful to be in a relationship where we are both just mutually good for each other. And one that makes me realize: I don't have to settle. I've spent a long time chasing the wrong people, enough so that I see so clearly what a difference it makes when you're with the right person. And when you are, you chase each other, you strive to love each other, every day, just for the sake of doing so. No needless drama, no silly miscommunication: we're not perfect, but we always communicate, we listen, and we care. And that makes all the difference. For the first time in my life, I'm consistently joyful: for the first time in my life, the scars and height that marred me from my past for so long have no power over me, They are gone, and it's the easiest thing I've ever had to do, to watch them go without a second thought.
My heart is so full, and I'm so happy. God has blessed me beyond measure, and I'm finally at one of those beautiful points in life where you see how everything that was supposed to fit together, finally has.

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